Lately. When I dance. And I receive an impulse. I grow still within. In the twinkling of an eye. And tap into this deep well of calmness. Within myself. That allows me to flow. Like a river underneath the music. Following. For a perfect moment or two.
Until the beat comes on. And swipes this moment away. Consciousness, technique, musicality set in. All these hours of training.
And, yet, it is this moment of calmness. Which cannot be achieved by training nor activity. Which is pure abandon. That I strive for.